kriya yoga initiation – infusion of light
Vow! finally got initiated. never knew what initiation meant. it is like getting a jump start in meditation. My guru used his one hand and pressed both the eyes from the outer corners with the thumb and the middle finger. little did i know what was going to happen. Guruji mentioned that he is going to infuse light but i thought it would be more metaphorical.
my Guru asked me to focus on the third eye. suddenly he started breathing deeply with khechari from his sushumna. tiny white glowing particles started emerging on my front screen through two entry points that were the two fingers my Guru touched and pressed my eyes. the particles were tiny and started clustering. the particles kept increasing in count and so the brightness of the circle that they crept into. after few seconds the whole center became filled up and looked so bright like full moon but very intense. like tiny micro micro leds were stacked so closely together in a circle. i could see some particles still getting lose but his force were holding them all together. then the particles started clustering in groups and forming patterns. as if they were configuring some symbols, circuits , i don’t know, don’t have a clue what those patterns were.
then the particles started converging into a single dot and the dot looked more like a star as i think saw some tentacles from that single dot so i think it looked like a start. the start kept going deeper and deeper and slowly faded away in the darkness. the void was as beautiful as the brightness.
am truly blessed!